I'm having some...difficulty understanding my feelings right now. Sailorman emailed me yesterday morning, and I emailed back. Then.....nothing. All day. No answer from him period. I checked his email and he read it, he just chose not to answer me. I was in Davis from early evening to nearly midnight today. He knew that, but knew that I would be able to read an email. He just didn't reply. I really don't know how to feel about that. Over this last month I've gotten accustomed to him paying attention to me, catering to me, reassuring me of how wonderful and loved I am.
Today, I just felt.....forgotten. I know, I know. He has bigger fish to fry, and I'm sure that there was an explanation for this. But, today I just feel discarded and forgotten.
Let's hope that it wears off soon.
Just a girl who accidentally fell in love with a United States Sailor, who I call Sailorman. This blog is here to help me sort out the ups and downs that are our relationship, random thoughts, and connecting to other milspouses.
Welcome to my mind.
Sailorman is, for the most part, an absolute sweetheart. He's my knight in shining armor who is always there to save me from myself. He doesn't fully approve of blogs, so out of respect for him, as well as for security reasons his picture and name won't come up. However, he will be a star player, because well, he's a huge part of my life. I love his crazy dorky personality and I'm so excited to be his future wife!
