My dreams. My dreams have changed a lot in the past couple of years. When I was little I wanted to be a career woman who would do anything. As I got older, I thought perhaps I'd have a string of lovers and never get married....enjoy my career, perhaps if children fell into the mix I'd roll with it.
In the last few years my dreams have changed. Right now I'm not even sure that I want to go to college. I know that eventually I want to finish my degree in whatever, but right now.....sigh, it just isn't fulfilling me the way it used to.
So what are my dreams? I want to get married, have children. Raise them to be amazing human beings. A career has just dropped off the table, and becoming the best wife and mother has all of a sudden taken the drivers seat. I don't know where it came from, but it's becoming more and more apparent to me that I was definitely born in the wrong decade. Nowadays it's considered the oddity to want to stay home and be a wife and mother, to put home first instead of career.
I don't know if my dreams will change again, but I feel so sure that this is what I want. I guess the future will show me. Wait and see isn't really my favorite thing to do, but it looks like that's what I'm going to have to do.
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