It's funny

How I don't feel like blogging at all when things are going good. Almost like I'm really afraid that I'm going to jinx it by saying yay! Ooops I hope that this isn't like saying "good luck" before a performance. I love my boyfriend, and I'm happy that we're finally getting back to a good place. I'm happy that we (he) finally figured out what we (he) wants out of this relationship, and I want this to work out so much that I'm afraid. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. This is no way to live. I just hope and pray that I can get the strength to accept that good things can again happen in this relationship.